I try to tame this mind...

[kyronae]

I just realized that I've had this thing for seven years. Some years I've written in it almost daily. Some, next to never. But I never let it go.

I should be working or cleaning, but mostly I've just been drowning my sorrows in episodes of Angel and playing around on Dear Mun. It's not that anything is particularly wrong... at least, nothing new... but I just haven't found the motivation to get things done. Which could be problematic, considering the paper I'm working on is kind of due tomorrow. As are the readings I haven't done yet. Interesting.

I will get it done, though. I always do. Even though I might be hating myself for putting it off, tomorrow. >.>;;

I'm trying to make a resolution to complain less, but I know myself, especially the moods I've been in lately (and by lately, I mean the last ten months). When I get like this, I have a masterful ability to create complaints, if not from thin air, then with very little provocation. We all need to vent sometimes, but for everyone else's sake I think I need to take a few days off.

Besides... that much negativity? Sometimes I'm afraid of who I'm turning into. And that's reason enough to try and stop.

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[enabeans.livejournal.com]

Angel is always excellent for drowning sorrows, as is DM. I find the casual RP (as in not a game) that you can dip in and out of, is highly relaxing.

You can whine to me any time you want, and if you ever want to musebox or IM rp then I'm right here.

/hugs