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Chemo has a fun, new side effect for me... Hot flashes! That's right, I'm now experiencing (at 24) that coveted physiological response that is normally reserved for women over 45. Go me!

Actually, in its own way, it's kinda helpful. My school is always freezing. Most of the people in my hallway don jackets about half way through the day, just trying to stay warm. Me? I'm standing under the air vent (which is still blasting cold air, despite the fact that it's mid October), trying to cool down.

Of course, it's less fun at night when it wakes me up, but that's another matter.

Another treatment starts tomorrow. This time I'll take my meds as prescribed and we'll hopefully avoid all the wild and crazy reactions. Just think... as of this time tomorrow, I'll only have two more treatments to go. I can be excited for that. :D

I'm trying to make a decision. My NaNo kids are starting to ask why I'm gone so much. Some of them had me last year or last rotation, when I was absent a lot, so they already remember this as an odd trend. They're also more connected to me than my normal classes because we spend so much time writing after school. I'm not sure whether I should tell them the reason or not. I've kept it quiet with my normal classes because it'll just add complications... lots of questions and attention and it'll need to be repeated when I get the next group of kids. But my writers are a different bunch. We'll be working together for the next 3 months (well, 2 1/2). Should I let them know what's going on, or keep hedging? I'm not sure.

Date: Oct. 21st, 2009 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Sunne says:

Yay for 2 left (after this one)! That's exciting and something good to look forward to.

And I really don't know whether you should tell your NaNo kids or not. I can understand why you want to and also why you're hesitant. On one hand...if some of the kids know (the NaNo group) then it's almost a given that word will spread (kids talk). Then again, they're already asking questions and know that something is up...you don't want to deceive them or anything that might break their trust in you. So, I guess it really comes down to whether or not you want the kids to know.

Toughie

Date: Oct. 22nd, 2009 01:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nanowrimokathy.livejournal.com
You don't have to decide yet. See if the "right moment" pops up. Are you going to share anything about your story with them? That has an added layer as your MC has cancer. (It is a subplot but a very important one.) Try not to worry about this yet. One thing at a time. Only two more after this! Woohoo! (Don't forget to mention the hot flashes to your doc. These are normal. Everyone gets these with taxol but the severity differs. Just touch base with her. How hormone sensitive is your cancer? I don't remember.)

Apollo16

Re: Toughie

Date: Oct. 22nd, 2009 01:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kyronae.livejournal.com
not at all. My cancer doesn't react to hormones in the slightest. The hot flashes were expected, though I was kinda hoping we'd finish before they could start. They mean things are shutting down. I want everything to stay active like it's supposed to. Ah well. Almost done.

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