In the silence...

[kyronae]

I don't know what it is... something about tonight. It's really lonely around here. We were supposed to have open apartments, but no one signed up to monitor. I wish I could have... but choir gets in the way. Even if I had, I don't know if anyone would have been around to come over... everyone is gone. Even my roommate. I've been doing a lot of reading for classes. Probably a good thing, since it means I'll be a little caught up, but I'm tired and can't read anymore. I don't want to write. Something about staring at a computer screen, trying to conquer writer's block just doesn't appeal right now. Even though I'm still staring at a computer screen.

I'd probably be okay if the book I just finished hadn't been "An American Plague: The True and Terrifying Story of the Yellow Fever Epidemic of 1793." Just in case you couldn't guess, it wasn't cheerful. Yeah. It basically ended by saying that yellow fever is a modern day time bomb that we're doomed to face at some point.

You know... God is awesome. Yay for Amanda. She makes me smile. Maybe I will be doing something tonight, and even if we don't end up wandering over to Brian's, she offered to go with me. It never ceases to amaze me how God reveals himself to us through the wonderful people in our lives.

Wow... weird, contradictory post. Seems to symbolize tonight. lol.