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I'm so tired of being here...
Surpressed by all my childish fears.
It's official. Today was not my birthday. Tomorrow is. I don't care whether my birth certificate says otherwise.
Today has been a rollercoaster of a day. I think it was a bad day, but that's hard to tell, since there were amazing points. The oddest thing is that I don't feel any older. If anything I feel horribly childish and selfish because I can't enjoy the day for it's good points.
The worst, I think, was because I didn't get to rest at all from 8:40 in the morning until, well... now.
There was a lot more that I wanted to say/rant about, but I think it might be best if I just stop now. I'm lonely and feeling really down, but a lot of that is probably 'cause I'm tired. Tomorrow should be better. Then I'll get to see people and actually hang out.
Surpressed by all my childish fears.
It's official. Today was not my birthday. Tomorrow is. I don't care whether my birth certificate says otherwise.
Today has been a rollercoaster of a day. I think it was a bad day, but that's hard to tell, since there were amazing points. The oddest thing is that I don't feel any older. If anything I feel horribly childish and selfish because I can't enjoy the day for it's good points.
The worst, I think, was because I didn't get to rest at all from 8:40 in the morning until, well... now.
There was a lot more that I wanted to say/rant about, but I think it might be best if I just stop now. I'm lonely and feeling really down, but a lot of that is probably 'cause I'm tired. Tomorrow should be better. Then I'll get to see people and actually hang out.
